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I am screaming again and
Throwing my fists into my mattress.
I am laying here trying so hard
To be something more than this.

My sheets are crumpled from
Being horribly wide awake
And restlessly unconscious,
But they still smell like you.
And it is achingly cruel.

I don't believe I will die,
But I do believe in reckless behavior
Because as hard as I try I
Will never be good enough for you.

My hands don't fit in yours
But I keep trying to force them to.
And I know you will let me
Because I am weak and I
Will undress when you ask me to,
But I really hope you don't.

I am screaming again and
It shakes my bones.
I scream until my voice breaks
And there is nothing left.

I am hollow.
I am empty.
I am too far gone.
Very random.
Sometimes I'm crazy.
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Retrubutionist777 Featured By Owner Oct 29, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Wow....this is absolutely amazing and brilliant and beautiful!
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DeadOrSleeping Featured By Owner Oct 29, 2012  Student Writer
Why, thank you! :D
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:iconvalleigh:
valleigh Featured By Owner Oct 12, 2012  Student Writer
very well done
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DeadOrSleeping Featured By Owner Oct 13, 2012  Student Writer
thanks!
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:iconvalleigh:
valleigh Featured By Owner Oct 13, 2012  Student Writer
your welcome
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:iconlady---vengeance:
Lady---Vengeance Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
This is pretty much exactly how I feel right now. Beautifully written.
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:icondeadorsleeping:
DeadOrSleeping Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2012  Student Writer
thank you! :)
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:iconlady---vengeance:
Lady---Vengeance Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
No problem :)
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AkashasDreamworld Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Sort of creepy, depressing, awfully sad and haunting.
I like it!
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