I feel Ashamed
Of everything I have ever written,
And everyone I have ever Loved.
I’m growing Tired of writing
About the stories where I fell apart
Again and again.
I’m Sick of crying
For hours upon hours while being
Held by a man who doesn't feel my Pain.
I Wish so badly that I could say,
Because I know I don’t deserve this,
But as the room starts to spin
I know I’m letting myself Down again.
Something I quickly wrote to describe how I'm feeling right now.
I usually don't go for this kind of poetry, but this felt strangely sincere. Good writing.
I understand. Need a hug?
It will get better. You'll swim to the top.
Amazing. Sounds like the story of my life. Beautiful writing, my friend.
Thank you I'm sorry you can relate.
it feels like you're drowning. :/