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I feel Ashamed
Of everything I have ever written,
And everyone I have ever Loved.

I’m growing Tired of writing
About the stories where I fell apart
Again and again.

I’m Sick of crying
For hours upon hours while being
Held by a man who doesn't feel my Pain.

I Wish so badly that I could say,
“No more,”
“I’m done.”

Because I know I don’t deserve this,
But as the room starts to spin
I know I’m letting myself Down again.
Something I quickly wrote to describe how I'm feeling right now.
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phillipskid32 Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
I usually don't go for this kind of poetry, but this felt strangely sincere. Good writing. 
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DeadOrSleeping Featured By Owner Dec 26, 2013  Student Writer
Thanks!
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Silencedbook9 Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2013  Student Writer
I understand. Need a hug?
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DeadOrSleeping Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2013  Student Writer
Yes...
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Silencedbook9 Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2013  Student Writer
*hugs you* Hug 
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DeadOrSleeping Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2013  Student Writer
:D thanks!
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Silencedbook9 Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2013  Student Writer
No problem!
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The-Good-Wario Featured By Owner Jul 17, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
It will get better. You'll swim to the top.
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DeadOrSleeping Featured By Owner Jul 17, 2013  Student Writer
I've been telling myself that for almost two years. And thanks. 
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XIStormIX Featured By Owner Jul 17, 2013   Digital Artist
Amazing.  Sounds like the story of my life. :(   Beautiful writing, my friend.
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DeadOrSleeping Featured By Owner Jul 17, 2013  Student Writer
Thank you :) I'm sorry you can relate. :(
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XIStormIX Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2013   Digital Artist
You are so very welcome.  :D   It's okay.  No one ever said that life was fair.  :/
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chancerox Featured By Owner Jul 17, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
it feels like you're drowning. :/ 

beautiful work. 
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DeadOrSleeping Featured By Owner Jul 17, 2013  Student Writer
Thank you :)
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